am i TESLian???

ellOOp...

urmm....hw to start ehh???

i kept this 4 a long time.. (only my BFF know bout this)

its about my career...career k??...bout my future... what am i going to be....

i dont know whether i had made the right decision or not...

(pernak menyesal bbrapa kali)

but, whatever it is,

Nasi dah jadi bubur....

(da lame xpekena bubur kat ani sup utara s.alam)

Nak dijadikan sebuah cerita....
sy buat asasi selama 1 thun(lebeh kurang matrik la asasi ni). bile dah abes asasi, sy xtaw nk mintak ape, what i know just i luv maths soo00 much! but, my mom said that if i apply for accountant, the job oppurtunity is low.i have to get gud result then i can get the job. ouh! i dunt think i can make it! (xpcaya pd diri sndiri) so, i apply for dentist n i got it. walaupon sy tkot darah. pernah nk pengsan dkt ospital tgk patientat camne nk rawat org nnti??? huhu. at the same time, my mom help me to apply maktab for the second time, in maths of course!

on my way to s.alam to register as a dental student, i got a msg from kpm saying that 'Tahniah. Anda berjaya mendapat tempat di IPG kampus bahasa antarabangsa. (lebey kurengla ayat die, lupe sudaa). i dont know what im feel, sad+happy+cofused. happy cz i got that, sad cz it is in kampus bhs a/bgsa which i dunt know where on the earth is that n cnfused cz.. yeah! what course??? ade tulis code of my course je in d msage.... haisyyy cek punye cek, dpt la tahu kos ape... b.inggeris/kesusasteraan/MATHSCIENCE... really2 confused.

sy pergi jugak daftar kat uitm s.alam as a dental student, but a week after that, i decided take the maktab one...jus bcz the word 'maths'! onestly, i dunt know exatcly what the course is about.. im though that i will study both BI n MATHS.. i jus know that when i reached at the IPBA. bsungguh2 sy carik name sy, tp yg peliknye, apsal kat situ ade list TESL student je???? and one of the names is my name! TESL?? me, TESL?? not jive in at all!!! my fren know me better. they know that im really3 bad in bi n i hate bi s00 much..( tulah, org ckp benci berpada2, nanti dpt btol..)tgk, i got the course that i really2 hate! haha -moral: jgn tlalu mmbenci sesuatu/seseorg tu-

bermulalah kehidupan sy sebagai TESLian..... banyak benda yg terjadi pd mulanya sy disini, mmg perit nk adapt kt tmpat y dtengah2 bandar nie + i hve to learn BI all the times... cry.cry.cry.... hurmmm
walaupun pahit, telaaannnnnnnnnn je(mcm zizan RL ckp)

ps:thanx to ikin, z n all my frens that give me support during that time! TQ s00 much!

:::kepahitannya akn dicontinue next time:::