if....

salam / hai

what a relief if i could say it loud to u now

but i know u will not hear it

even if i say it loudly in front of u

i know u will still dont hear it as u pretend to hear nothing!

im sorry if i makes u feel uneasy or what

im not mean that

(yes, act i mean that)

-------------------------------------------------------i hate this feelings!--------------------------------------------------

i just donnoe what to say.. hurm.. feeling sleepy but i cant sleep yet. its 1.20am! what am i doing in this time?? i have to sleep la! tomorow i have class at 8! do i want to come late to class..again..???

ok than... gtg...